Saturday Cool Blues...

today i finally finished the 'make -up girl'. naturally, it made me think if i were to live with a lie, eventually it will do come true. too much day dreaming..will definitely get u nowhere.

today, all went fine.. supposed to go for a course but ended up watching movie and accompanying c. ilah n c. ameen go for night rounds. imagine hearing 'locally made gurkhas singing while on job'? its worst than singapore idol.. these are those who wud never even make it to the 1st round. the tense.. especially when c ameen is around. well.. no cute looking ones which caught my attention for dat matter.

believe it or not, i think im into tht phase whr i start to look for a friend. Is it really time? maybe it is.. but again, its not tht easy when the chance of you meeting new people are like errr... god knows when. u get my point? its damn hard to bump into someone tht often when im at borders or anywhere lah for dat matter.. at school, forget about it.. i mean there are some decent looking ones but arghh..it will be good enuf if i were treated as part of the school community. wanting to feel accepted and to be part of the team, would be the main aim for now. this gona take time..but its worth the try..even if i started off with a blunder.

somehow i guess, i do know why mr lim from jc said tht we shud try to get someone while we were at sch. simple reason, u will know your school mates better as compared to someone whom u juz met on the street or at some idiotic interview.. or irc for dat matter. HOPELESS. thats the word to describe me when it comes to this segment of my life. DAMN!!!!!

someone pls.. help??

he's finding for his jersey.. i bet ma has hide it somewhere.. pretending not knowing what happen.. and my poor father would have to wake up from his sleep and help my toad bro to find his shirt.. haizz..

today i tried going online to find someone to chat with.. but end up talking to imbeciles who are totally as bored as i am..but much in a worst state than i am in.. mayeb they are off better than me .. maybe they arent so clueless as i am right??

(its just a shirt bro!!! let it go.. i think u jolly well know that she took it. if not..its either somewhere.. lets just pray it isnt in the incinerator..its better being donated off..)

anyway.. it just dawn on me that im damn bloody bored.. pretending my ass off that im doin fine.. how's dat?

ok.. im goin mad.. i need help.

if u r being difficult to others , u r twice as difficult to urself?? am i?