Ushering the new year (31 dec 2004)

Tick Tock: 150 minutes to 2005...

Main Agendas for 2004 (at the top of my head):-

1) YEP India..

full of spices & sweet teh tarik.. a journey full of tears, laughter, smiles, 'semangs', 'touching'.. u name it..

2) NUS Graduation

Even though i didnt make it to honours class.. trust me..i felt tht it was the best plan Allah has set for me.. Finally ive officially ended my school days.. d day where i see my dad wore a tie for the 1st tym..awww...

3) The Tragedy of Heart -

Dun ask me.. it just happen.. DAMN!!!

4) Career Bulit - Up..

Im sick & tired of all the resumes..Cant even keep track of how many ive written lah.. Ask me..all ive tried..well almost lah.. JobsDB.. monster.com, insurance job interviews.. financial planner.. stepping back to MSD.. finally ended with sumthing which ive been denying myself of all these years.. - teaching. Poor all those kids.. Miss Mulut Lazer a.k.a 'The Bitch' will be out soon to make your lives miserable..

5) Holiday Cum Family Reunion

$700 had been sacrificed to reach the above mentioned objective..WAH!!!!!!!!! But it was defintely a gd family reunion back in malaysia.. with family & frens.. Even tho' ive spent another $300 for private holiday with frens after tht.. i deserve it dun u think??

6) Taubat ..hehe..well, for the 1st tym in 3 yrs..im actually spending new year in front of the pc instead of in admist of screaming fans.. 'dancing' wildly to the techno beat wif all the confetti.. welcoming the new year..

7) Revelation Online - Blogger Fever

well, at least i started the new year all cleansed .. in & out.. it felt weird to be really truthful to the gurls after so long.. trust me.. it took me quite a while to reveal all tht crap in me.. seriously, initially i didnt noe what wud be their reactions after reading my entries ..my intention was to let go of all the past & to start the brand new year with a brand new chapter of life.. the good & bad of 2004 will just be memory..well.. after actually talking things out wif the gals abt 'bad person'.. strangely enough.. i seem to be able to cope with it better.. not as 'gong gong' as b4. insyaAllah.. all will be fine.. cruising smoothly with other guys..hehe.. well, at least they didnt disturb me tht much abt ahem.. after knowing tht it has been giving me headaches or more of heart aches.. hehe..

8) Catastrophe Hit Asia - Sea Coming On Shore..Trust me tht the catastrophe tht recently happened in asia, seems to be a reminder of how easily Allah can take us away from life.. watching the news featuring the Feringi Beach, which me n family were at a week b4 the tsunamis attacked, really made me feel 'bersyukur'.. Alhamdullilah, Allah maseih sayang pada kiter... But to see those who suffered; those who were left homeless, children who became orphans, the lost of loved ones.. i just wonder how hari khiamat wud be like.. maybe 100 times worst than this.. seriously, i wudnt want to see that day happening..

Tick Tock: 120 minutes to 2005.

Resolutions for the New Year.. :- hmm...

1) cari anak raja yg hensem (excluding 'Raja' frm cheese prata shop ehh..) insyaAllah dapat yg pandai, tak tua sangat, baik hati, penyabar, pemurah, bole tahan merepek aku.. mr complimentary ..anak 'dato' pun jadi lah..

2) pass driving

3) get new car for myself

4) pass NIE

5) do more good stuffs to the under priviledged

6) earn more, donate more & invest more..

did i miss anything out??

yess...

7) More Karaoke with my best pals.. :-)

Selamat Tahun Baru.. InsyaAllah.. Tahun Yang Akan Datang ini akan penuh dgn barakah & rahmat dari Allah S.W.T. untuk kiter semua yer.. Amin.. Happy New Year...

Down Memory Lane...

i noe i cant help it but to think of the times when we were all hanging out at lt 14..eating food from pyros kebab.. listening to azah's lagu jiwang frm whoever's laptop it was.. all busy studying (i guess.. ) or more of waiting for the tym to just pass by till we get to play tai -ti (even tho' i actually hav no idea how to play..).. seriously, i realise tht time is passing by too fast.. and each tym something good happens.. i kept thinking how much im goin to miss it when it all comes to an end...

i feel as though it was just yesterday tht we (me, ain, azah & aisha rahmat) were on the bus, on our way to k.l. azah i remember u gettin 'disturbed' by some mat msia kat depan toilet .. and guess wat.. its almost 2 yrs guys.. thts how fast time flies.. how much i wish we were back in sch.. or maybe back to the times we were just spending time together.. it doesnt matter where..as long as we are together.

for the past few days, i havent been quite myself.. during the times tht i was surrounded by people..i actually felt lonely.. and by the tym they went back to their creep.. i felt even worst.. it was as if there was this sheer feeling of emptiness.

as i made my way out of moe yesterday, it suddenly came to me tht im goin to start a brand new chapter of life on the 3rd jan. sch days in nus will be sweet history. embarking life in a new place makes me feel queasy.. makes me feel like a 5 yr old all over again. new frens, new lecture theatres, new lepak place, new air, new enemies.... not sure if im prepared for it.