The 'Swish' of Life - Breathe deeply...

hey finally im back on the roll.. the pc has been recovered.. without having to call the pain in d neck technicians.. or mind boggling softwares cures.. all thanx to the ghost and a touch of genius by my uncle.

so, here i am tryin to make out the meaning of life. i was reading the book "religion is simple', it states that with religion it will reveal to u the constant seach for the true meaning of life.

today i visited afidah's dad's funeral. death, the worst fear of a person's life..well, maybe not everyone. are we really prepared to face death? to face ur creator? his angels? its either a 'living' hell or paradise after the 7 steps of the last person leaving u at your own burial ground. if its meant to happen it will happen. its all god' will.. life and death, are all in the hands of God. to treasure life & to be grateful for everything that u see, hear, feel .. is all with His blessings..

i begin to realise that it was definitely the best choice to sit down and do nothing when it comes to the trials of 'loneliness or boredom'. a simple saying of 'hi' and having to mingle..was the toughest task for someone who is extremely stubborn.. conservative, fear of being hurt, and most importantly fear of being rejected... (jgn terasa.. i was talking abt myself..)

its a slow drag.. but it will soon go away.. just a matter of time..as to when it will go away.. only He has the answer..